Chapter 163

Alex Ching !! 你又伤害了一个人了

都是自己的问题

不要怪别人

Sincerely I said " I'm Sorry "

我知道这个对不起并没代表什么

可是除了这样，我什么都不能做了

我希望我们还是可以做朋友

我相信时间可以带过一切

慢慢来吧

2012年对我来说都不知道是不是一个好年

2011 的 31号 我被人家碎车竟

钱包电话电脑什么都被抢了

嘿~现在什么也不能做

朋友也联络不到了

搞到我都变得很不开心

可是这新的一年

我有了很多新的想法

开始看多了很多我平时不会理的东西

开始领悟所谓的花花世界

这个世界的诱惑实在太多了

长大了，年纪也不小了

是时候出发了！

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14号晚上

我亲爱的表哥离开了我们

他的离去对大家来说很突然

他的离去是我们的遗憾

他的存在带来了我们很多欢乐和笑声

他时时刻刻都保持笑容

不会让人觉得他不开心

亲爱的阿姨和姨丈，看到你们那么难过让我突然领悟了

亲情重要性

在世上的时候就要好好珍惜对方

当上天要把你带走，没人可以留得下

他人离开了我们

精神还是永远存在的

我们不会忘记他对我们所有的贡献

他只是比我们提早一步到别一个境界

让他安心的上路吧～

不要把遗憾带着去

云哥哥，安心上路吧～

Chapter 161

Halloween Party in my University.

I have been delegated to be a DJ on that night.

DJ lex in the house.

Since is the first time to handling such huge event.

erm...honestly, a lot mistake I had did.

And a lot I've learn.

Teamwork is very enough so create an miracle.

And thanks to all the leader that guide me a long and give me so much courage! TQ

Quite a pretty good party.

Their dressing is freaking me out..

I can't believe that they have an amazing dress up..

Party rock !

Party rock! put ur hands up!

The one holding mic is me!

Seems everyone is high!

Me and baby Ishiko!

the girls!

After the party!

I love this pic! feel it!

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My sorry baby for misunderstand you so much.

I know what you did for me is for my own good.

I feel guilty when I see your face with sadness,

I promise to make you happy always,

But i failed to do so.

Please forgive all my fault and give me a chance to be your Mr.Right.

For the first time I went through 1 year anniversary with my beloved.

We had go through a lots of problem but what we never let go is this relationship.

Together and we did it.

Appreciate each other before is too late.

I love you so much baby.

My gift to her on the first anniversary.

I guess she might happy when receiving the flower chocolate and little bear...

I wonder why both of seldom capture together.

But we always sweet together.

We had our meal in Japanese restaurant in the town.

pictures are more tastier than food!

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I really wonder..

wonder why I could not have a perfect peaceful night?

why do have have to argue all the time?

I dislike it really.

You make me hardly concentrate in my life all the time!!

I got my rights to go out!
and I din't not go out frequently...

I've told you that I'm going out with my friends..

Why you just can't let me go with enjoy mood?

Why you wanna ruin my mood all the time?

I already coming back, you still want to scold me in the phone..

I buy everything you need..

I had to rush out cause my friend car is waiting me outside!!

I've told you where I been and who with me!!

I know I could't say this in front you.

what I can do is just blogging here.

You will have you're reason to against me..

I know I can't win in argue because I have too much in enduring you..

Just give me a space to release my anger here..

God Bless

Chapter 158

I just got my new baby!

Samsung Galaxy S II

Thanks mom for getting me one.

I'm proud of to have such mother.

New sem have just started.

I just lucky to change my schedule.

Only 3 days of school. That's cool

Subject I taken is more on drawing work and it's totally boring.

Hm....I have never thought that I'll be learning Sun Zi's art of war one day.

But I think it is easy to pass. XD

I month holiday had just gone through.

I like done nothing in a month.

Sleep eat Play.

Repeating the routine everyday.

so tired and unhealthy.

Haha. Should get back to normal life now.

Hmm...i wish to go Vietnam with family...

But too bad it is my exam period...

I can't just go like that!! Damn UTAR schedule...

Sorry Mom, I know you wish I could participate in..

My family is just Mess but Unite.

Haha... hardly explain, but many incident that happen that make we more concern about the family now..

Wish to have peace all over...

My weight is getting increasing day by day.

Such a horrible result.

What to do, already lake of exercise...

haha, but Kampar had just launch a new Futsal & Badminton courts..

Should give a try 1 day.. But seems like no Kaki here...T.T

We hope our relation will get better and I hate quarreling days all over.

God bless on us.

I want the sweet moment back to us...

Chapter 157

I'm crying with no tears.
I don't know what am I doing.
I'm totally lost of direction
Lost of my way.

Currently having sem-break in KL.
should be a happy holiday but seems like many problems occur.
especially in my own relationship.

My mood is so down.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what can be done.
The only words I can said is, " I'm tired"

Should an relationship comes and ends with such way?
may be communication error between us.
or may be the wrong perception among us.

I need to breath with fresh air.
gasping for the fresh.

where is myself?
how should I be?