Chapter 162

14号晚上

我亲爱的表哥离开了我们

他的离去对大家来说很突然

他的离去是我们的遗憾

他的存在带来了我们很多欢乐和笑声

他时时刻刻都保持笑容

不会让人觉得他不开心

亲爱的阿姨和姨丈，看到你们那么难过让我突然领悟了

亲情重要性

在世上的时候就要好好珍惜对方

当上天要把你带走，没人可以留得下

他人离开了我们

精神还是永远存在的

我们不会忘记他对我们所有的贡献

他只是比我们提早一步到别一个境界

让他安心的上路吧～

不要把遗憾带着去

云哥哥，安心上路吧～

Chapter 161

Halloween Party in my University.

I have been delegated to be a DJ on that night.

DJ lex in the house.

Since is the first time to handling such huge event.

erm...honestly, a lot mistake I had did.

And a lot I've learn.

Teamwork is very enough so create an miracle.

And thanks to all the leader that guide me a long and give me so much courage! TQ

Quite a pretty good party.

Their dressing is freaking me out..

I can't believe that they have an amazing dress up..

Party rock !

Party rock! put ur hands up!

The one holding mic is me!

Seems everyone is high!

Me and baby Ishiko!

the girls!

After the party!

I love this pic! feel it!

Chapter 160

My sorry baby for misunderstand you so much.

I know what you did for me is for my own good.

I feel guilty when I see your face with sadness,

I promise to make you happy always,

But i failed to do so.

Please forgive all my fault and give me a chance to be your Mr.Right.

For the first time I went through 1 year anniversary with my beloved.

We had go through a lots of problem but what we never let go is this relationship.

Together and we did it.

Appreciate each other before is too late.

I love you so much baby.

My gift to her on the first anniversary.

I guess she might happy when receiving the flower chocolate and little bear...

I wonder why both of seldom capture together.

But we always sweet together.

We had our meal in Japanese restaurant in the town.

pictures are more tastier than food!

Chapter 159

I really wonder..

wonder why I could not have a perfect peaceful night?

why do have have to argue all the time?

I dislike it really.

You make me hardly concentrate in my life all the time!!

I got my rights to go out!
and I din't not go out frequently...

I've told you that I'm going out with my friends..

Why you just can't let me go with enjoy mood?

Why you wanna ruin my mood all the time?

I already coming back, you still want to scold me in the phone..

I buy everything you need..

I had to rush out cause my friend car is waiting me outside!!

I've told you where I been and who with me!!

I know I could't say this in front you.

what I can do is just blogging here.

You will have you're reason to against me..

I know I can't win in argue because I have too much in enduring you..

Just give me a space to release my anger here..

God Bless

Chapter 158

I just got my new baby!

Samsung Galaxy S II

Thanks mom for getting me one.

I'm proud of to have such mother.

New sem have just started.

I just lucky to change my schedule.

Only 3 days of school. That's cool

Subject I taken is more on drawing work and it's totally boring.

Hm....I have never thought that I'll be learning Sun Zi's art of war one day.

But I think it is easy to pass. XD

I month holiday had just gone through.

I like done nothing in a month.

Sleep eat Play.

Repeating the routine everyday.

so tired and unhealthy.

Haha. Should get back to normal life now.

Hmm...i wish to go Vietnam with family...

But too bad it is my exam period...

I can't just go like that!! Damn UTAR schedule...

Sorry Mom, I know you wish I could participate in..

My family is just Mess but Unite.

Haha... hardly explain, but many incident that happen that make we more concern about the family now..

Wish to have peace all over...

My weight is getting increasing day by day.

Such a horrible result.

What to do, already lake of exercise...

haha, but Kampar had just launch a new Futsal & Badminton courts..

Should give a try 1 day.. But seems like no Kaki here...T.T

We hope our relation will get better and I hate quarreling days all over.

God bless on us.

I want the sweet moment back to us...

Chapter 157

I'm crying with no tears.
I don't know what am I doing.
I'm totally lost of direction
Lost of my way.

Currently having sem-break in KL.
should be a happy holiday but seems like many problems occur.
especially in my own relationship.

My mood is so down.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what can be done.
The only words I can said is, " I'm tired"

Should an relationship comes and ends with such way?
may be communication error between us.
or may be the wrong perception among us.

I need to breath with fresh air.
gasping for the fresh.

where is myself?
how should I be?

Chapter 156

实在是太久没有blog了

都忘了自己没有玩blog

直道我朋友问我‘ei,你有玩blog的阿？’

哈哈,最近的生活很新鲜

何谓新鲜

感觉上认识了很多新的朋友

新的大学生活重新开始

这些朋友都对我很好

很照顾我

可能是我年纪比她们小

全部都是大姐姐大哥哥

虽然她们年龄比我大

可是思想很简单 很天真 很可爱

绝对没有伤害你的心

很高兴认识到她们

带给我肯多快乐

谢谢你们

最近忙着考试

看到全部人都很努力的读书

自己都开始有压力了

可是我担心的不是自己

而是紫焮

怕她这次会考不好

可能是我太多心

也许因该给多点信心她

加油紫焮！

很多照片都没有upload到

哈哈，去看看我的facebook看看吧

自从相机坏了就很少upload新照片了

多数是被人tag

减肥计划失败了

回到家每个人都说我肥了

开始变男人身材

可是我真的有健身

也许不明显的fit左

无论如何，我也不会放弃的

我会根努力的加油

哈哈，不知道自己是什么时候喜欢用中文来写blog的=）

Chapter 155

一个月的假期过得很快

感觉上很不够....如果放多几个月就好

差不多都跟朋友在打机喝茶

都没有机会去shopping...

我的空，朋友就上学上班...haizzz

假期来的不适当...

假期里， 我做了两天工

工钱相当的高

是mascot..

以后阿，你们如果看到shopping mall 有人扮cartoon千万不要欺负它

因为真的很辛苦

穿上了mascot真的很热

里面已经冒汗了

还要假假笑....辛苦

不过对我来说也是一个很好的经验

钱不容易赚..

妈咪买了一辆二手车

不过不到一个星期就给我撞了

对不起妈咪

妈咪没有骂我

还叫我以后要小心

妈咪....我爱你

终于上大学了...

顺利的考过foundation

哈哈...很高兴

想不到上了degree就遇到很多新人

很多从 a level, stpm 还有 uec 的学生

班里很多都比我大

还有几个中学朋友也来到我大学了，eric moo

以后就多一个人吹水了.hahaha

看来degree真的不容易读

才上了两个礼拜

就不断听到 assignment assignment assignment!!

差不多每一个星期要交一份...

这次忙死了....

还有，我把头发剪得超短的

哈哈...毕业也后最短的一次...

金宝的天气真的不适合留长发

太热了....定不顺...

看来很多人说我肥了...

无可否认，我真的肥了很多

没运动, 吃睡玩....

看来要决心练肌肉了...

我不要变肥仔...

很多条裤也不适合穿了...

一年前,我是62kg

现在呢，70kg了

我要变好身材... alex加油！

目前除了要好身材，还要好成绩

不要再被人看死了

为了妈咪对我的期望

我是不会放弃的

我会很努力，考好成绩...

Chapter 154

哈哈

没事了

真的没事了，

希望以后都不会有事

答应了她的事要做到

最近她对我都改了很多

我也很满意

希望下次不会为了这些事来吵

珍惜对方最重要

如果不是她

我也不会学会那么多

我在感情上受到很多挫折

不断不断的犯错，没处理好

多谢你让我上了人生宝贵的一堂课

有很多事情要做

可是就说不出要做些什么

这个假期过得有点闷

可能是假期太长了

加上没有朋友陪我

全部都做工读书

我就在家 ‘欧’

说道我们的爱情故事

就要说会一年前

一年前，当我一个人来到金宝读书

就认识了很多新同学

就包括了‘她’

她第一眼就把我给吸引

可能是她在班上是算是数一数二的美女吧~

哈哈...

那时还跟她不是很熟

就很少跟他聊

直道一次我们两个都有被朋友约去唱k

我才大胆的去认识她

唱k那天，

突然下起大雨

我们都无法到达场所

我就叫我朋友驾车载我去

哈哈，真巧....

上天给了我一个机会...

这时，我就向我朋友拿她的号码

找借口说载她一起去...

她就坐了我朋友的车一起去

那一天开始

我跟她开始有来往了

晚生都有出来喝茶

一起去喝酒之类

感情当然好了很多

那时上学都有跟她吹水

不过当时她有男朋友

我却不能做什么

只好祝福她过得开开心心

可是过不久

听别人说她很像是分手了

哈哈...心里好开心哦

知道自己有机会了

直道有一天..........

上天就安排了一段很浪漫的爱情故事发生

小天使在我们身上都射了简

让我们彼此的永远爱着对方....

紫焮...我爱你...

Chapter 153

分手记

一个男人不因该让爱他的女人流泪...

我就偏偏失败

但这次 我又伤害了一个很爱我的人

在这里对她说声对不起

虽然我们已经没可能在一起了

可是我对我自己保证，有了女朋友再也不会去逗其他女生

没想到 6 个月的恋情就败在我的手上

真的很遗憾

我知道我没资格挽留她

我错的实在太离谱

这已经不是第一次伤害她了

再一次说对不起

我知道我做什么也不会得到原谅

因为我真的带给她太大的负担

我不因该跟她在一起的时候去跟别的女生聊

我答应过你以后都不会，可是我还是犯了

是我自己贪玩

兄弟们, 我知道我不值得帮

谢谢你们以来帮我说的好话

我真的很谢谢你帮我渡过这 6 个月的恋爱

我会很珍惜我们渡过的每一点一滴

因为当中带给我很多学习

学习如何在恋爱中成长

多谢你

一切都是我错

我犯了一些不该犯的错

我相信你没有我因该会过得比较好

是我拖累了你

....对不起....我真的很我爱你

Chapter 152

我觉得用华语来写blog真的比较有意思.

表达的方式比较容易简单.

最近发生很多事

最开心的是去看小猪 ‘罗志祥’ 的演唱会

非常精彩

有机会一定要看多一次..

他唱歌真的很厉害

比起以前进步很多

跳舞当然不用说 人家是 ‘亚洲舞王’

他现场的歌声让我流泪

很感动

尤其是那首 我不会唱歌，好朋友 和 拼什么

真的很羡慕他

看到他一天一天的进步

我也希望有一天我可以像这样他

不好的回忆

跟一般兄弟去玩

结果不是玩的很开心

看到rodger喝到醉

我也不想多提了

就当作是一个经验吧

目前在面对考试中

这次的考试令我一点都不紧张

我也不懂为什么

不要想多，还是不想去在乎？

希望这次可以顺顺利利到 degree

不要有failed就可以了

我都有在努力读书

保有保有

今天本来是很开心的

我考试回来

看到有人帮我真理好房间

收拾到美美

感觉上很像跟她住在一起了

有一个人帮我打理一切

照顾我

是一件很幸福的事

可是当天晚上

我有把她给气了

都是我不好

跟朋友拍的亲密照被她看到了

还跟她说这没什么大不了

只是一张普通的合照

她一定很生我的气

对不起，我不好

Chapter 151

Once again I went to visit SUNGKAI the coolest hot spring ever...

with my lovely dear and fellow friends..

first time enjoying outdoor trip with beloved...

had a wonderful experience....

the next day, I rush back to KL....

had a great fun time in KL for 4 days 3 nights.

enjoy so much in friends wedding.

congratulations BohYen and Calvin...

All the best in your wedding..

meet a lot of friends in secondary school during the wedding dinner..

seems everyone getting matured.

some change a lot, but some still remain the same..

haha..enjoy chit chatting with them..

having a theme in this wedding ~

the girls have to wear red or pink

the guys have to wear blue...

first time being in the sister gang in wedding.

quite fun actually see them playing games with the groom's brothers.

some of them even vomit because of the wasabi cake..

having serious drunk during sing-k with rodger.

really paiseh~ but I still able to fetch you all back..

friends~

night before wedding~

brothers gang~

our bride!

sucking beer with straw~~

they did it finally!

egg, curry, wasabi mix!!

vomit!

the wedding's car!! wuw1313

setting my hair in saloon~

captured by sister~

Chapter 150

busy, busy, busy !!!

all assignment comes to together...

hmmm... need more time T.T

3 presentations in a week...

however....is good opportunity for me to learn handling..

some of them, quite okay...

but some really bad...

alex in formal suite.

really found that communication is really important between groups...

we should not feel shy to speak to member if you found error or better idea...

and really congratulations to those junior who just got their result..

haha.. most of them with flying colours...

when I look at them I realize time pass really fast...

Just like yesterday I'm taking the results, and now is their turn..

in a blink of eye, I'm almost 1 year in university.

those picture are the process when capturing video for assignment..

quite fun...but is really tiring...

I think I have underestimate those actor...

now I know to make a perfect movie is not easy...

a good way in learning.. ^^

Recently I have make an funny epic..

capture one of the picture of my class mate...

have of look at this...

rate this photo in my facebook wall....~~

recently the weather is kinda weird..

since when japan meet with the disaster,

keep on raining and stop...

maybe the God are crying for the victims...

God bless japan..

since when japan meet with the disaster,