Chapter 79

huh~ today is damn damn tired.

sigh~ daddy bought me a new labtop.

haha. happy ya, play play play until 4.30am only sleep.

and 7am wake up go work.

haha. sure tired la.

even is not a very nice or branded labtop but very happy jor.

said for my college use wor.

happynya~ LOL, always having meal alone.

kinda szienz.

tomorrow public holiday, i think will be more busy than today la.

haha, this job is so bored.

just like nothing to do.

waiting for the time to past.

haha.no leng lui in IOI mall.

szienz, if not can gap gap.

huh~ 7 days more to go.

after that got money go Gai Gai le.

hahah XD.

Chapter 78

Today is the first i work in IOI mall.

the uniform is quite okay for me.

fit me at least.

salesman really need a lot skill in communicate with client.

a lot thing to learn from them.

and sometimes really boring.

Haha. today Micole (supervisor) fetch me to work and for the first day we late.

cause she forgotten to take her uniform.

nvm la, she is supervisor mah. she also late.

nothing to say lo.

haha. she is very good in sales really.

i admit i'm far away from her.

but soon one day i can be like her.

so bored standing there.

playing with those sofa.

and try all the demo set.

is really comfortable , but really expensive.

17k 1 set... will you buy??

haha.a lot customer really like our product but just get shock with the price.

LOL, if i'm the customer i also will shock la.

17k...i can pay a deposit for a new car.

During lunch time. i went alone.

having my lunch in Mcdonald.

ngam ngam there is only the place we both sat before are empty.

just sit at there. last time with her but now alone.

LOL, still remember she order french fries and try to beat each other with their shortest and longest french fries with shun yin.

a lot memories came back to my mind.

and automatically i walk to TGI friday and had a look.

the places we both sat before.

and walk to the cinema then...

still remember the movie we watch ' sherlock holmes '

queue up for her to buy tickets and drink.

later on, i walked to Popular.

to the magazines part cause i know her like to read magazine.

which the place she hold my hand.

A lot our both memories come back.

but it is just memories.

maybe it is the first place we both together gua.

the image is so deep in my mind.

really drop my tears in every places we both together i went.

this might be the last time i drop my tears for her.

Cheer up Alex !

Chapter 77

today wake up in the morning.

haha. 7am start dota 2 game. then take bath and breakfast.

around 10am Joshua come fetch to to training.

there is a new complex IOI boulevard.

very nice arh. so new and nice design.

but all the shop lots there are empty cause it just open for a week.

haha. we going to tea in Paparich.

food seems okay, but is very expensive.

waiting for our boss, charmayne.

a woman with ages. kind a friendly woman.

haha. brought us to training and explain us about the cozzia ( home furniture set )

new product, massage sofa. but very expensive around RM17K the whole set.

tomorrow can try the demo set le.haha.

this is seems a hard sale product.

cause is too expensive and not much people can afford it.

1st. this is a brand new thing for Malaysia.

aiya, try my best to sale it out la, cause the commission is so damn high.

if i able to sell two, is more than my salary for 2 weeks already.

after we finish our training, having lunch in Papa rich again.

haha. order a kuew toew, damn spicy la.

so difficult for me to finish it.

haha, hui ting eat until want vomit arh.

joshua fetch us back and nearly Bang people call during the highway.

lol, ter-kiss the Vios ass.

luckily nothing la. the owner say nevermind.

just a little bit scratch.

saw something very funny today.

NASI LEMAK ANTARABANGSA.

omgosh, this thing make me laugh for a day la.

what do they mean by anatarabangsa.???

next time really want to try it.

hahaha.

nasi lemak antarabangsa???

Chapter 76

today stay home all the time.

facing to the computer .

Dota and watch 娱乐百分百.

lol, 小猪 and 小鬼 are so damn funny and cute.

today kenny-b house and ah tzhoe house helding 拜天公.

but i can't attend anyone of it.

cause... tomorrow had to work liao.

scare cannot wake up early in the morning.

so better avoid going out at night.

haha, long time din't go work already.

this time is IOI mall puchong.

work in Ogawa for 9days. ( part-time job )

watch Woohoo ( 大日子) already.

even the story line is a bit bored.

but it is touching and meaningful.

don't know why, malaysia and singapore flim is use to be touching all the time.

只要你爱的人在你身边，天天都是大日子

Chapter 75

Yesterday night kenny-b come fetch me out.

say 11.30pm reach but reach at 12.23am.

kanasai~ i wait almost for an hour.

then go fetch sean.

we going to clubbing area.

and a lot chicks there. especially 'Champion' there.

wonderful, hahaha.

a lot ' 嘛辣佬' standing there and waiting for chicks.

hahaha. so damn horrible.

we go turn there few round.

haha. but not dare ask for chicks.

we going to bukit bintang and KLCC.

trying to look for KL clubbing areas.

whao~ is too many. now we know jor next time can go.

haha. but seems abit crowded there cause too many people.

making the traffic jam.

but he drive fast for first time. (140km/h)

race with the mazda. lol~

round and round for 2 hours..

i'm so thirsty in the car.

finally we go back Connaught Mydin and have a tea.

order a fish and chips. Fucks. give me a burger fillet.

Tio~ next time don't want order liao.

until 3am , kenny-b mums call him to back.

me and sean overnight at his home.

sleep at 5am something. wake up at 3.17pm

kenny-b fetch us home.

take a nap until 6.

then, i going to dinner with Jin yee, Chin yee, Wai Chyi, Hui ting, and Wei jie.

having steamboat again. haha.

but fun with them. talk crap a lot.

so surprise that Jin yee will joining us in dinner.

haha. going to man wa kah and Dota with Rodger.

going back home by 12am

Chapter 74

Having steamboat in Shin han house today.
hahaha, Andrew fetching me, FF and adam to her house..
andrew driving skill is cool~
hahaha. have a nice day there. drink and gambling.
eat a lot again.
hahaha. full until i cannot walk arh.
FF bring his Chivas ( quater of bottle)and we both finished it.
having fun and joke.
enjoy the meal very much.
and Shin Han mum's look young ler.
hard believed she is already 47.
hahaha..

participate Alex, Carina Yeoh, Shin Han, Adam, Mae, Chien Hoong (ff) , Andrew,Stephanie Chen

Chapter 73

Hmm.. yesterday had a Fun night with kenny-b, kah weng and mikey

we went out for dinner , da gei and go snooker.

haha, mikey perform so Good.

like Jimmy-white.

so damn tired play until morning.

overnight at mikey house.

sleep at 6am wake up at 1pm++

want to go watch movie actually, but cancel plan.

Leisuremall is too crowd with people.

Kah weng good la, go out with sharon Gai Gai and watch movie.

change plan go snooker again.

hahaha. seems they are addicted with snooker game.

having our meal at Manna Cafe.

hahaha. a weird taste friend rice make kenny-b feel yucks.

hahahah, see his face i want laugh liao

go back home around 5 like this. damn tired and go sleep

until dinner time 7.45pm

chris wake me up for dinner.

after finish dinner start online and Dota alone.

so damn bored. haizz

listen few song, and found out the lyric is very meaningful.

she told me that day, friday she might be went out with her friend.

i want her present soooooo much, but, i feel like afraid to meet her.

don't know why, she is the one who trying to dump our relationship.

But why i have this kind of feeling appear to me?

so confuse to myself. The feeling is more worst than the feeling i meet her in school for the second time.

Just want myself to forget her.

Chatper 72

大年初二

hahaha...today damn bored, wake up eat wan tan mee.
and watch movie.
weather here damn damn damn damn hot.
i bath twice before 2pm.
so shitty.
hahaha. i prefer KL more.
huh~ at night go find girls drink lo.
hahaha. excited for tonight activity.
yesterday went to have a look.
found Ipoh girls really Chio~
LOL, get their number first.!

At night went out with them. cool~

some of them smoke ler. damn ganas girl. F word a lot.

hahaha. but really cool~

some of them are very good dancer.

wow~ this year gambling lose a lot nia~

100++..sigh ~

nvm la.just for fun. hahahaha

Having steamboat in Popo house.

haha. so fun, every 1 seems enjoying the food.

capture by amanda lee.

alex & amanda

Chapter 71

today is 大年初一
wake up early in the morning. take a bath and 拜年 from daddy and mummy.
hahaha. So early got 1 big ang pow le.
happy, i think can use this year de ang pow money to buy a new handphone.
haha.happy
we move to mantin ( daddy hometown)
huh~ all relatives there are not at home, go shopping liao wor.
so xiao, where got people CNY 1st day go shopping de arh..
then we go 叔公 house 拜年
and go to Ipoh ( mummy hometown)
Ipoh is much great and better then mantin, more people, more leng lui,
and my favorite food 'Lai Fen' ( local food there)
but Grandma house is damn damn damn hot la.
i Beh tahan ler, go there no 3 hour must take bath once.
haha, can u imagine how hot is it?
luckily i got bring my labtop abd Digi brodband.
so still can facebook and blog here.
LOL.we are consider early reach Popo house.
some of them will reach tomorrow.

saw her facebook post ' i thought i will wont be lonely this valentine, but still the same.'
after i read this, i felt that i had bring her a big disappointed.
am I not good enough? or we both are totally not match to be gather ?
many question mark appear in my head again.
haiz, aduh~ but i still love her deeply here.
what can i do???????


walao eh~ at night Popo house no electircity arh.
call TNB say reach within 1-2 hour. ma fuck.
if they fong fei gei tonight how i sleep without aircond o.
diu~ TNB ( tiu NIa bu)
Tnb makan pisang
Tnb fuck you
Tnb tiu nia bu

Chapter 70

Today go cut my hair.

ok ok la..kinda like it..

but need to wait another 3 months for my hair to grow longer...

haha. huh~

today hang out with kenny-b and kah weng

watched 72家祖客

omg, damn damn damn damn funny la...

beh tahan. haha.

must watch it. support TVB

going to pasar malam later.

hanhan and andrew joining together and had tea at Gilly Cafe.

kah weng bought a lot clothes today.

haha..and 1 clot pants..

lol. he first time spend much money for clothing.

going back home at 10.30pm

so tired. don't know why.

still don't have any Chinese new year mood now.

feel like lost the excited mood for it.

lol. i don't think she will read my blog anymore la.

she had delete my link in her blog list last time.

feel like less thing to blog now. sigh~

Chapter 69

finally, we break. haha

today keep forcing myself to laugh. make jokes with them.

din't show out my sad face.

din't hug them.

din't cry.

din't bad mood.

din't dulan.

just past my day like normal.

i don't want them to worry me.

to show that i'm mature enough to manage my own love.

Thanks for being my girlfriend for 41 days 30th-12-2009 until 10th-2-2010

this couple of weeks really make me go on a true love with someone i really love.

hahaha...although it ends with sudden ( myself also can't believe it)

but i really happy to be with her all the time.

even she Fu Hin me always, always busy, din't really share a lot to me.

but i can feel her love to me.

huh~ maybe break up really the best decision for both of us.

i think her life will be much better without my appear.

as usual, the most important is SHE happy...haha

she can focus more on her study,doing her club stuff, friends and also family.

say true, actually i really DON'T want to break with you.

really don't hope the word break will mention out.

cause i did love you very very much.

you are the most serious girl i ever had ! I SWEAR.

want to give all my best for you, support you lol.

love you, care you. share everything with you.

you are the first girl i loved the most among all my ex girlfriend.

but it isn't important now.

hope you will keep the valentine's day present that i give you.

cause i know we might no more chance to meet onwards.

please keep it, it brings a very memorable all the days with you.

hugging the bear every night i gave to you during your birthday.

hmm.. actually there are still a lot chapter to go with you, but you use to skip to the last chapter.

but since u had make a decision, i had to respect yours too.

haha. I'm totally okay now.

Don't worry me bah.

Alex, u had grow mature.. XD

i really hope everything will back to normal!

Chapter 68

很难顶，真的很难顶

我差点哭出来

那条傻嗨，让我看到，他一定死了十条街

敢叫我女朋友老婆

玩下也不需要酱嘛

在facebook post 到酱厉害

怕死人家不懂

一次比一次厉害

kan ni nia

很想立刻屌他

心真的很难过

很恨很恨痛！！

这次真的吃醋死了！

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Chapter 67

真的很67.

第一次用中文来打blog.

死命对自己说，玩玩而已，不是认真的。

死命在自我催眠说，习惯就好。

死命在对自己找借口说，不要管他们，拍拖是两个人的事。

但发觉，我很失败。

到最后，心痛的人是我。

有时听到曹各的歌 《沉默玩具》，里面的歌词，‘为什么爱上你的人是我，为什么一厢情愿的人会难过

为什么对你舍不的人是我。

蛮有道理，但方面得付出而没得到对方的注意，那种感受真的很不好受。

又不敢对她说，不敢问她，也不敢打扰她。

只期望她能明白和体谅。

真的很羡慕 kah weng 他们。

可以跟女朋友分享所有的东西，不管快乐，悲伤，也可以开开心心的面对。

我也很想像他们那样，可以随时随地的得到安慰。

可以跟女朋友分享他们的心情，烦恼，功课和悲哀。

每次拿起手机就想找她，可是每当想起她在忙碌的时候，只好放在一边。

说真的，不管快乐或悲伤都留给一个人分享。

今天看到她在facebook里面叫人叫 husband.心里真的很难受。

虽然知道是玩玩得，但是她从来没那么叫过我。

而那条 ‘某离’ 却被叫了。

对我来讲是很 hurt 的一件事。

有时候会在想，是不是我真的对她不够好或没做到她想要的。

没达到她心目中的‘理想男朋友’

对他真的很多问号。

很想跟加了解她，可是每次sms到一半，他就会很忙。

真的变了周杰伦，《我很忙》

怎么能关心一个三不识七的朋友多过一个那么爱你的男朋友呢？

还是上帝故意给我的考验？

以前做了那么多错事，现在就被罚了。

今天kah weng打电话来，叫我们改去星期四到timesquare去买情人节礼物。

他都已经想好了，要为sharon做菜，送耳环还有巧克力。

看到他那么努力，我也很替他高兴。

为他们而感到幸福。

我呢，却一头无水。

这是我第一次跟女朋友一起庆祝情人节。

还是我那么爱的那一个。

真的很担心，送给她的东西，她会不会喜欢。

很矛盾自己的决定。

以前的自信，全都完了。

她对我来说，是我最爱的那位女孩子。

不管发生什么事，我也不会抛弃他。

不管发生什么事，都要和翠怡在一起一辈子。

除非她不再要这段感情了。

天啊！你要为我加油噢。

早点完成我的爱情梦。

爱你一生一世。

Chapter 66

early sleep early wake...

haiz... Yoyo get sick yesterday.

sad sad ohh... daddy bring it to clinic.

doctor say it get flu ..

hope it will get well soon la..

miss its barking noise..

wake me up in the morning...T.T

visited Kenny-b blog...

WTF!! so many new design coming...

i LOVE all the jeans... Evisu and Stage...

damn cool la..

new pattern..wanna to get it one..(wait me got money first)

don't know where to buy it..

hahahaha....so anxiety when new arrival reaching...

i want to work.

i want to shopping...hahahahaha

Use CNY ang pow money...^^

Chapter 65

tired day~

yesterday find mikey at orange cafe with kah weng..

is the last day for orange cafe...

luckily we still able to enjoy the last meal there..

hahaha... chicken chop X 2..

so damn big man..~

i can't finish it really...haha...

and free coke...

a bit sad arh...Mikey lost his job again..hahaha..

hope he can found another job soon..

overnight at kah weng house...

lol...pillow talk moment..

but hardly for me to wake up in the morning...

alarm set at 9am but wake up at 12pm..

lol..sick man~ keep snooze the alarm..

going to had out breaklunch (breakfast+lunch) at Yulek restaurant..

eat yong tau fo again...hahaha...

after that accompany kah weng to bank to bank in his cheque..

then we both go buy hair wax and hair spray at Giant...

then we go Mawakah dagei again...

open package RM 5 - 3 hours...

playing dota with them..

so damn nice...keep owning in all the match...

after 3 hour spending there...

we walk back to school~

playing basketball...wow~ syok larh..

long time no sweating like this jor..

about 2 hour non-stop playing...hahaha

but really hurt me arh..

my backbone is sore now...T.T

overload gua...hahahaa.. OLD liao larh...

going to dinner at lou ngao~

then go in Mawakah~ meet wei khin them again..

DOTA again..hahaha~

own again la...my Furion GAY!!

spend about RM 11 for dagei in a day...

hahaha..damn tired la...

going back home by 10.30

hmmm....something make me little bit unhappy..

haiz...don't know why she don't really want me to share feeling with her..

no matter happy or sad , should face or share together de mah..

from my opinion la...what a couple should do...

haizz~ maybe she don't really like to share gua...

and the T-Shirt design...

why she want find aaron but neglected me this top designer la..

i kinda pro in designing de la....

so damn jealous that night...

almost want cry liao~

really hope then she can found out this...

miss her badly this few days~

haiz...she got school this saturday again..

until 4pm tim...cannot find her jor la...

deng~ every week also so busy..

stupid school~ why need to had school on Saturday de..

should give time for student to enjoy themselves de mah...

sigh~ make my girl girl so tired ohh~

T.T... miss you so so so so much!