Chapter 159

I really wonder..

wonder why I could not have a perfect peaceful night?

why do have have to argue all the time?

I dislike it really.

You make me hardly concentrate in my life all the time!!

I got my rights to go out!
and I din't not go out frequently...

I've told you that I'm going out with my friends..

Why you just can't let me go with enjoy mood?

Why you wanna ruin my mood all the time?

I already coming back, you still want to scold me in the phone..

I buy everything you need..

I had to rush out cause my friend car is waiting me outside!!

I've told you where I been and who with me!!

I know I could't say this in front you.

what I can do is just blogging here.

You will have you're reason to against me..

I know I can't win in argue because I have too much in enduring you..

Just give me a space to release my anger here..

God Bless

Chapter 158

I just got my new baby!

Samsung Galaxy S II

Thanks mom for getting me one.

I'm proud of to have such mother.

New sem have just started.

I just lucky to change my schedule.

Only 3 days of school. That's cool

Subject I taken is more on drawing work and it's totally boring.

Hm....I have never thought that I'll be learning Sun Zi's art of war one day.

But I think it is easy to pass. XD

I month holiday had just gone through.

I like done nothing in a month.

Sleep eat Play.

Repeating the routine everyday.

so tired and unhealthy.

Haha. Should get back to normal life now.

Hmm...i wish to go Vietnam with family...

But too bad it is my exam period...

I can't just go like that!! Damn UTAR schedule...

Sorry Mom, I know you wish I could participate in..

My family is just Mess but Unite.

Haha... hardly explain, but many incident that happen that make we more concern about the family now..

Wish to have peace all over...

My weight is getting increasing day by day.

Such a horrible result.

What to do, already lake of exercise...

haha, but Kampar had just launch a new Futsal & Badminton courts..

Should give a try 1 day.. But seems like no Kaki here...T.T

We hope our relation will get better and I hate quarreling days all over.

God bless on us.

I want the sweet moment back to us...

Chapter 157

I'm crying with no tears.
I don't know what am I doing.
I'm totally lost of direction
Lost of my way.

Currently having sem-break in KL.
should be a happy holiday but seems like many problems occur.
especially in my own relationship.

My mood is so down.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what can be done.
The only words I can said is, " I'm tired"

Should an relationship comes and ends with such way?
may be communication error between us.
or may be the wrong perception among us.

I need to breath with fresh air.
gasping for the fresh.

where is myself?
how should I be?