Chapter 187

I don't really know what I want now days.
What I can do is let the time goes faster.
I don't really see my aim and future.
Loss....

I'm so wondering, this could not be a good year for everyone.
Few of my good friend breaking with their beloved.
Is few, in the same time.
What can I do for them?
See them suffering from broken.
All the best my to my friend, I'm always to support you.

Recently I smoke a lot.
Almost 1 packet a day.
I can't find other thing to do to release my time.
Going to game with friend everyday.
I've no mood in either continue anything else.
Even my assignment given, I do everything in last minute.
I'm not prepared for everything.
I don't know what really happen to me.
That's not the usual me.

And I don't really think I'm ready in love yet.
I'm so sorry.
We might be good friend either.
Thanks for being companion as my life goes, I really do appreciate you as good friend.