Chapter 69

finally, we break. haha

today keep forcing myself to laugh. make jokes with them.

din't show out my sad face.

din't hug them.

din't cry.

din't bad mood.

din't dulan.

just past my day like normal.

i don't want them to worry me.

to show that i'm mature enough to manage my own love.

Thanks for being my girlfriend for 41 days 30th-12-2009 until 10th-2-2010

this couple of weeks really make me go on a true love with someone i really love.

hahaha...although it ends with sudden ( myself also can't believe it)

but i really happy to be with her all the time.

even she Fu Hin me always, always busy, din't really share a lot to me.

but i can feel her love to me.

huh~ maybe break up really the best decision for both of us.

i think her life will be much better without my appear.

as usual, the most important is SHE happy...haha

she can focus more on her study,doing her club stuff, friends and also family.

say true, actually i really DON'T want to break with you.

really don't hope the word break will mention out.

cause i did love you very very much.

you are the most serious girl i ever had ! I SWEAR.

want to give all my best for you, support you lol.

love you, care you. share everything with you.

you are the first girl i loved the most among all my ex girlfriend.

but it isn't important now.

hope you will keep the valentine's day present that i give you.

cause i know we might no more chance to meet onwards.

please keep it, it brings a very memorable all the days with you.

hugging the bear every night i gave to you during your birthday.

hmm.. actually there are still a lot chapter to go with you, but you use to skip to the last chapter.

but since u had make a decision, i had to respect yours too.

haha. I'm totally okay now.

Don't worry me bah.

Alex, u had grow mature.. XD

i really hope everything will back to normal!