Chapter 24

whao.. today really hard for me to wake up in the morning...

coz i slept at 3am ytd...hahaha.. mummy wake me up for few times ..

hmm..so lazy to the school...

haizz...today assembly kinda long owh...

Giving present and certificate..

what a cool day..having spot check today...

haiz...i got hair cut by John..hahah..

second last day in school still need to cut by him...

nvm...just for the last time for me to experience it..hahaha...

hm...today... having cos play at school...

we just like finish exam there...

hahaha... all trying to change their uniform and take photo...

having class party like 5e2 class... and some of them just taking picture, giving their clothes for their friend to sign...

i think they had already forget that we are going to face SPM soon..hahaha...

something special and historial today..

i wearing PINA today...

omg...SHIN HAN gv me her cloths and she wear T-shirt..

really 1st time..hahaha.. everyone start their eye on me...

what a wonderful...put some T-shirt at my chest as BOOBS...kekez.. really funny

take a look at facebook my picture..

kah weng also 38, go change like me..

but he seems more like a girl...hahaha...

wonderful experience by alex...

Chapter 23

hmmm..

today i dint even sms her and online chat with her..

worry that she will feel like i am keep annoy her...

want find her anot ler? but her message very Fu Hin me de wor..

keep reply me

==

ok.

haiz..hard for me to know her...

and everytime i sms her not until 10 msg she will late reply me or say that her msg is out of battery...haizz...

Yesterday i drop her a Good Night message , but today i dint drop any..

haha...i found out something from ..

she loves her school and classmate very much..

she study in 3 kenanga.. and attend many activites organise but school..

and i found her blog also...

LOL... u must be shock how i found it...

i go google search her name..

then really show out her blog wor..haha..

she is an very active girl in school..

and had a very good relationship with her classmate also...

and...she like Jay Chou .. lol.. so cool..

Hope God blessing me in this..

Time manage everything... Thanks God let Alex know her..

Chapter 22

Hm..she had just back from camp yesterday..

hahaa...seems she is so enjoy in it...

i am happy to see her like that..

hmm...don't know i should find her anot ler?

she just back from camp sure very tired...

and many things to do..

chit chat with friend , upload photo.. and she came back at midnight yesterday..

sure very very tired...hmm..

dont want interupt her so much la..

let her rest enough...hahaha...

Chapter 21

WHAO...
today i going to join St John annual party...
become a photographer..hahha...capture alot...
erm...start with a small rain when i want to go out ...
i think is 7.25 i think ( the moment i wan to out )
i take along with the umbrella...shit...left in the guard house..
forget to take back...

aduh...~ buy the St John t shirt cost me RM20..hahahah
then start capture lo...
smkpp
cochrane
cheras
confucian
conaught st john combine together...
amount not over 100
hahaha...the lame and the performance is abit lame i think..
LOL....during the game moment
i knew 1 girl..
she keep aim me in the game ..
smash me with the eggs..
chase her until the i go into the girl toilet..
hm...i think i crush on her..
then last minutes...she ask my email...
using a lame excuese...
' ei..today u capture all de photo can send to me anot? '
LOL...ask me send to her email...then took away my email..
start from facebook we chat...
she is DAMN IT COCKY...but good also..
seems she is so real to me..
not like other girl...so damn fake...
hahhhaa....i like this type girl ler....
tall tall , look mature , long hair , so real and friendly to everyone , funny , sporting...
whao...

Chapter 20 ( family ) part 2

Mummy give a call to dad
' both of your son is fighting each other '
dad coming back at 12 ( consider early )
call me off the computer immediatly
i was blogging that once..
okay..~ i off and talk to him...
till that...my brother keep rude to them...
keep fighting in his words...
no choice...dad had make a decision

who ever don't like to listen
Please leave this home...
Chris went out already...and never back
i was packing my thing...
even my action show that i am wanna to leave...but actually my heart is fucking upset..
i don't want because of my brother...i lost my family
Chris had never back....my mummy sure very sad in the coming day..
luckily my mummy hold me just now...

i'm still safe at home...i love my family so much..
what i need is just respect from my family member..
is it a simple request?

i don't know why.. chris can't give me that...~
i agree with what dad saying...
this case is consider a very BIG CASE in my life...
so i use to blog it here~

Chapter 20 ( family )

f a m i l y

F - father
A - and
M- mother
I - i
L - love
Y - you


is this true? i hope it is true also~

Fuck fuck fuck~
fucking bull shit...

going back home at 5 today..
a bit late after science tuition..
tuition center has change alot..
change boss , change system, change teacher..i don't fee the home sweet home anymore there...the aunty today scold us of playing poker cards...and throw away all the card... i am freaking DULAN...meh lan oh u~ you don't like you cannot say? must start to fuck us first?

Fine...already bad mood...
tonight dinner..mummy no cook for ir...
bought outside food myself...
sleep at 5 something...after eat..
then straight away sleep until 8.40
wake up then ask my brother to let me use the computer..
blog will be continue~ daddy call me off the computer now..

Chapter 19 (家庭温软)

today is the first day after Hari Raya holiday

Still in the holiday mood..

i got my Maths score today..i only get 55

what a sucks result...i miss out so many marks

Shit it...hope can score A in SPM

Kah Weng had brought me 3 can of Mister Potato today..

wow~ my favorite Snacks.

I had pass my letter to Pn.Heng for dropping my Add Maths subject...

feel so relaxing and no more burden~

today is Monday

My brother turn to do all the house work ( vacuum , mopping and cleaning )

He is so rude to me today...

keep saying Foul language to me..

i try to scold him..

do you think this is cool? very yeng meh? like that day means u dint respect me at all..

he replied : No at all...you are not worth for me to respect too~

What the fuck....when i heard this my temper get increase

I try to scold him infront of my mom~ but my mom seems dont care anymore~

i push him downwards and we almost gain a fight infont of Mom..

i try to control myself as well..

i ask my mom...what should we do to get him OK~

mom say : how? kill him? beat him? or chop him down into pieces?

Mahai~ i heard this i dulan~

my mom asking me back? what u want then?

i also ask her the same question...

she said... Last time you also like this..

very Lan C , your sister also... very very Lan C

I had no more idea in my mind...just freaking upset~

i ask her...what to do then? keep asking..

she SCOLD me seriously...

STOP ASKING ME THIS QUESTION

FINEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont feel any 家庭温软 in my family anymore..

no one respect me as the eldest brother in the family NO one..

Even my mom dont care about anymore~

My sister dint respect me~

My brother too.. scold me fuck~

My dad seldom care about the family~

i think in my family the only will listen to me is my Doggy ( YOYO )

even it's not human being but atleast it will respect me as it master..